Baby Shower

(cycle 2, day 25)

Sunday was my sister-in-laws (SIL) baby shower. I'm so excited for our neice to be born so I can cuddle a newborn baby :) We played a few games, my favourite being the chocolate bar diapers. I wasn't allowed to play since I put them all together. It was hilarious watching everyones reactions as they examined each diaper. Best. Game. Ever. We snacked all afternoon and watched her open her gifts. She got a lot of pink and a lot of cool stuff. I'm not quite done the blanket I was making her, but at least I still have a couple months to do that. I should be done in a couple weeks.

As for me and my possible pregnancy, I don't know what to think :s  I'm pretty sure I'm pregnant, but there's always the possibility that I'm not since we again, haven't really been putting in an honest effort. AF is due next Wednesday and I have a feeling she's not showing up this month... Since last Tuesday (CD 18) I've been pretty crampy. If that was meant to tell me AF was coming, I think it was a lot too early. Since Thursday (CD 20) I've been hungry almost all the time and having to go to the bathroom about every hour where normally I can go 4-6 hours between bathroom breaks. My back has started hurting for the last 3 days, I've had a few cravings that aren't like me, and I'm tired as hell. I've vowed to myself that I'm not testing until Sunday (CD 30) but its gonna drive me nuts until then if it even shows up. I loathe the 2ww.