Hopefully This is Our Month!

(cycle 8, day 16)

our chances of actually getting pregnant this month are looking pretty good right now. i'm just waiting to see when FF will say i O'd so that i can count down the days til i can test. today's temp can't really be relied on since i barely slept last night let alone a full 3-4 hours before having to temp and it was not at the same as i temp during the week. the next 2 days will tell me for sure.

i'm hoping i can stay busy enough for the next 2 weeks (during my 2WW) that i will be able to keep my mind off of actually being in the 2WW so i don't drive myself crazy. i know i'm still going to be analyzing every single little symptom until the day comes that i can test and get a BFP or AF shows up. we're women, we can't help it, especially if you have access to internet at the office and they don't monitor your usage (or your boss doesn't have a view of what's on your screen from his desk... but that's another issue).

i just really hope we've done it this time because i'm sick of being dissappointed every time AF shows up even though i know it's inevitable because we don't BD at the right times. this cycle will be the first that's not wasted. *crossing fingers this works*