On The Up Side....

i fit into an old pair of jeans from over 6 months ago!



what? i was proud of my accomplishment ;)

on down down side, AF showed up yesterday so i'm now on cycle 14 of TTC  :'(  ....

i'm trying to stay positive though so i'm jumping right back in. i also booked a physical with my doc for the middle of the next cycle so if this is our lucky month, i'll change it to a prenatal appointment and i'll be 5-6 weeks along, or i'll be able to talk to her about our options, and hope she doesn't dismiss me completely because of our lack of BDing....

other positives about not being pregnant yet:

• i can drink when we go Vegas in 2 weeks
• i can continue to lose weight and possibly make my first goal of losing 10%, and in turn be at an even healthier started weight for pregnancy
• i'll have better stamina for jogging/running because i can continue to do it and it will be a lot easier to continue while pregnant
• my tummy should still be able to fit in my winter coat instead of having to make due or buy a new one before the end of winter if i do get pregnant soon
• the due date for the next 2 cycles don't fall in the middle of a busy time with lots of family birthdays and holidays (like may-mid july or september-thanksgiving)

but all those positives don't help the fact that i'm completely bummed that i don't have a baby in my arms let alone my tummy yet. its hard doing this month in and month out when you want something so badly.... guess i'll just enjoy wearing old jeans for now  ; )