just patiently waiting for AF to show up... i'm at the end of the second cycle of preventing so we can finally actually let whatever may happen, happen. i'm not fooling myself and actually thinking it would happen just like that, but i'd be lying if I wasn't at least a little hopeful that it could happen like that. but lets not kid ourselves. i'd be absolutely shocked if I did somehow manage to get pregnant in the next 4 months since I know we won't be full on TTC and just going with the flow before the stress of testing takes its toll on us just like the toll the house and how long we've already been TTC has taken on us.
to be honest, I don't even fully know when AF should be showing up. I don't know if I can trust my CM since it was kinda messed up this cycle due to meds and I wasn't fully paying attention to much. I noticed some cramping around cd15 that could have been O, but I really don't know for sure. going by history, AF will be showing up sometime in the next day or so (right in time for the long weekend, yay *sarcasm* not that we're going anywhere...) so I guess we'll see... the worst that could happen is she's late, but that could bode in my favor as far as timing with my summer plans, but like that would happen :P that or maybe by some stroke of luck a swimmer magically got in there and magically fertilized an egg that may or may not have been released within 4 days of that BD... yeah, and unicorns are real. I've completely ruled out that possibility...
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