(6w 6d)
last week was a pretty shitty and stressful week. we had to say goodbye to a friend taken far too soon. her dh was on the fire dept with dh so she's also been a part of the "family" for just as long as he has. she was in a car accident Tuesday morning (after a long weekend) on her way to work. it was quite sudden and obviously unexpected. its hit everyone on the dept pretty hard, especially the ones who were attending the scene as firemen. the funeral was Saturday and I don't think there was a single dry eye in the place. its been rough. it hasn't helped since my anxiety was already on the not so good side due to just being pregnant, but that really sent it into overdrive. its gotten better since the funeral, but I still have bad bouts of it.
on to happier things, we've now started passing milestones from the last pregnancy : ) yesterday would have been when I started spotting and today was the day we sat in the ER all day. tomoro is the day I had the D&C... so far, no spotting whatsoever and the symptoms are much better than last time. same symptoms as last week, boobs, bloat, fatigue, etc. all very encouraging since I didn't experience much of anything last time other than bloating and a couple bouts of morning sickness. so we're getting hopeful we'll see something on Wednesday. only 2 more days!!!
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