slow

(cycle 30, day 24, 8 dpo)

unfortunately i wasn't able to keep up with being oblivious to what day i'm on. but i'm trying to keep telling myself that any symptoms i may have don't really mean anything since i have them every cycle and AF shows up every cycle. so far, i think that's working. i don't have an urge to test like i do every cycle we have a shot, so that's good.

i'm trying my best to avoid testing until at least next tuesday as long as there isn't any spotting and AF hasn't shown up. i'm waiting until at least 12dpo to test because that's usually when any symptoms i may have had, start to disappear. i was pretty symptom-less last year when i got a BFP other than an obvious cramp around 6dpo, and i think i had those same cramps around the same time this time, but i'm sticking with not assuming anything so i don't get my hopes up.


i know i haven't been posting much about anything else lately, but DH always has a hard with winter around this time every year so he's not feeling motivated to do much (i can't really blame him. this project has been dragging on quite a while, and even i'm not motivated to get it done. though i know we just have to get to the point of hanging drywall and it will breathe new life into us). he did build the framing for the tub this past weekend so that our plumber can finally come in and run the sewer lines, so that's some progress, even if it is small. i was really hoping to be doing drywall like a month ago, but as long as we're at that point by easter, i'll be happy. i definately want to be done this by summer because we want to enjoy summer this year instead of working through it like last summer. be able to sit outside on our deck, eat dinner, relax and play with HayHay. spend more time with family and swimming...