spotting

(cycle 30, day 8)

i hate spotting, lol. i nomally stop by cd5 or 6 at the latest. i was still going strong on cd7. its just so annoying to deal with.

anway, starting my OPKs on friday and hoping DH is on board with trying this cycle and not too stressed to make a good go at it like last month. i'm really hoping it happens soon, like this month or next so that we don't have to actually take a break for a month or two to avoid having to put off going to ontario for xmas another year.

i'm also hoping we can really get moving on the addition because i feel like we're a month behind where i thought we'd be at this point (you know, after conceeding that we were fooling ourselves for orignally thinking we'd be done before xmas...). i was hoping we'd be at drywall by this point, but we're not. hopefully this weekend we put a massive dent in the vapour barrier dept and that our plumber doesn't take his sweet time and DH doesn't drag ass on running the water lines so we can actually get our vapour barrier and insulation inspection so we can actually move forward and do some drywalling. i could probably do a decent amount of work in the existing part of the house that needs work to keep things moving along, but i've had no motivation to and no time. hopefully that will change this weekend. i wanted to start working on it myself this passed weekend since DH was out of town, but things got away from me and i was too busy  : (  ah well, it happens. but we really gotta buckle down on this... i'm tired of this dragging on and nothing getting done lately. it has to change, its not going to build itself.