BFN.....

.....for now anyway.

i tested this morning like i said i would, especially since my temp was up again this morning (which this LP has had temps consistently higher than past cycles in the first place) and all the symptoms i have, at least i think i have. i don't know for sure if i actually have any of the symptoms i think i do or if its all in my head because i want to be and i'm looking for them.

the most obvious one, frequent urination, can be explained away because i started more water at 7dpo... i'm pretty much always fatigued so its nothing i haven't experienced before... but the oddest one i have this month is the breast tenderness i have lately, its seems to be getting worse each passing day and they feel heavy, they aren't so bad you can't touch them, but they're definately more sensitive than normal...

so i know the pic isn't a straight on shot of the BFN, but i saw something odd on this test and i wasn't sure how to explain it or even know if its normal too see this on tests: a pink dot on the side of the test where the line would be but its under the result area. i didn't want to open another test since i wasn't going to test again until tomoro, but when i looked at lunch, it wasn't on the other side of the test so i'm not sure what to think. maybe i am pregnant but there isn't enough HCG for it to come through the rest of the test and its just sitting below or it was a fluke thing and it means nothing. either way i'm testing again tomoro!

so hopefully i can clear up the unexplained dot with another test tomoro and hopefully its the BFP i've been waiting for....