(cycle 12, day 9)
clearly i'm not preggo :'( good ol' AF showed up right on time and while away on holidays, boo! so the end of this cycle marks 4 days before the one year mark since i quit taking BC. i'm not overly excited about that fact since it took DH 10 months to do something about it taking so long, and because of that, i'm waiting a little longer before seeing my doc about it since it isn't necessarily because either of us is infertile. i wasn't even overly upset about having to go into a 12th cycle for some odd reason. maybe it's because there's nothing i can do other than to keep trying, or it was because i was around so many ppl when the verdict came in that i couldn't get upset about it, but now that i'm thinking about it, i'm starting to feel sad that i'm still waiting for my BFP...
i'm a perfectly healthy 25 year old newly wed (well not newly anymore, but when we started i was) and i shouldn't be having an issue getting pregnant, but here i am, almost a year later and we're just now having the best chances out of all the previous cycles and it didn't happen. i'm starting to lose hope...
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