(4w 1d)
i'm terrified. the last time I got a BFP, there was another 7 within a month's span in my little FB group. 2 of us MC'd keeping the "1 in 4 pregnancies end in MC" stat alive and well. so far, i'm one of 3 BFP's I know of so far, but I have a feeling there will be more coming and i'll be the one to MC again :'( its really hard fighting those feelings, its deja vu for me. I just want it to be our turn. we've been waiting more than long enough!
Big hugs! This is your turn. The fears won't go away after our 44 cycles of trying and 4 m/c it was always like walking on egg shells. But the thing that helped me each time was reminding myself Today I'm pregnant. With this pregnancy I went as far as to put that saying on my mirror.
ReplyDeleteI got through it hun (each time) and I know you can to. It's not easy and you'll need tons of support but you know we're here for you cheering you on and keeping everything crossed, while sending truck loads of sticky baby dust <3
:') thank you! you have no idea how much you've helped me stay sane over the years.
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