i should be 20 weeks right now. I should also have seen my baby again, just this time looking like a baby and moving around a whole bunch. today was supposed to be the 20 week US and instead i'm a week away from my specialist appt.
I hate that i'm going through this again. I just want a living, breathing baby. why me?
I want all these milestones to disappear, they aren't helping. the minute I think i'm okay, I realize that our first was supposed to be a year old by now, everyone is supposed to be all excited over my big belly during upcoming holidays. i'm supposed to be flaunting my belly, not desperately hiding it because i'm having a hard time losing my "baby weight" (if you can call it that).
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