Keeping Hope

(cycle 29, day 24, 8 dpo)

i'm remaining hopeful this cycle, but i'm worried its false hope and this cycle will end like the rest of them, with AF. i'm obviously hoping for a BFP instead, but i've had a handful of cycles since the MC where i swore i was pregnant, but i clearly wasn't.

so far, i've had cramping starting on 5dpo. it could be in my head, but it could be real. my right boob has been a bit tender at times when normally its my left, so that's promising. the last couple days, i love pickles, though it could be they were in the fridge and since they're a 0 point food with WW i've been looking at them more favorably. but yesterday, after eating some, i had a tea aftertaste. i hate tea, lol. this morning i woke up with a bit of a headache. i didn't take anything for it, but it was gone within 10 mintues so i thought that was a bit weird. i guess we'll see come friday or saturday...


i've now been hired as a weight watcher's receptionist! i'm so excited about it  : )  i've only been going to my monthly meeting to keep up my lifetime membership, but since i was going every week, i might as well get paid for it. it will also help keep my weight in check since i have to weigh in at each meeting i work. something i've been needing to do. i don't have to work every single week, but the more i work, the more i get paid  ; )  i can't wait to put that money into savings!