(cycle 32, gearing up to O)
on one hand this cycle feels like its dragging on forever, but on the other, its going by quickly. i'm not sure if i'm going to bother with OPKs this cycle, but I am going to keep up the low dose aspirin because of how it has regulated my cycles so they are pretty much predictable with a small margin of error. If I make it through this cycle without much stress over when I Od to know when to expect AF, i'll keep that up for the remainder of our break until the house is done. if I find it causing me stress because of the unknown, i'll continue with OPKs because I know they're reliable within a day.
can't shake this feeling of resentfulness. I have yet to share that with DH and i'm not sure if I should. I don't want to stress him out more by telling him that... I don't want this looming over our heads anymore along with the all the work that's left with the house also looming over our heads.
i'd be so incredibly thankful for a surprise pregnancy this summer, but I just don't feel like it will ever happen for us (i'm starting to feel like a broken record) :'(
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