i wish it wasn't so hard to eat right all the time and that I didn't love sweets and carbs as much as I do. I was doing great just before valentine's day but then I had a piece of cheesecake every day for a week afterwards. I ran out of fruit so I haven't been eating enough fruits/veggies the last week. I've been trying to get veggies in and have been doing pretty good with it, but I need to be eating more fruits to get back to having about 3-5 servings a day vs my maybe 1 serving a day...
basically I just wish it was easier to be healthy without having to contemplate every single bite I put in my mouth. I feel like I have to be too careful about what I eat because while I was doing great for losing weight, in the last week and a half I've completely undone all my hard work : ( I just want to get back into the jeans I was wearing before getting pregnant last summer. I feel like i'll never get there and they will sit there forever mocking me and being a waste of money since I only wore them for a whole 3 months before being too pregnant to wear them anymore and have yet to wear them again. I seriously hate this whole situation. it shouldn't be this fucking hard. its 5 pounds. that's it, 5 pounds separates me from wearing them but I just can't manage to do it.
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