Monday, September 23, 2013

me = optimisic?

(cycle 36, day 21, 7 dpo)

I don't know why i'm hopeful about this cycle, but for whatever reason I am. which is weird. I fully expect AF to show up sunday or Monday, but I can't help be feel like she won't be coming... I don't think its enough to make me test early though, unless I have some pretty obvious signs like I did when I got the last BFP.

3.5 weeks til I get to see the specialist. i'd really like some answers or some help to speed this up. its really starting to bother me how long this is taking. when we started TTC, I was 24 and now i'm 27. ouch.

I feel completely hopeless and helpless. i'm watching everyone around me get pregnant and have their babies while mine get sent to heaven. it gets harder each day and I hate it.

when will it finally be our turn for a THB...?

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