fingers crossed

(cycle 43, day 19, 5 dpo)

 

At least FF and I are in agreement... I was a little worried about the crazy low temp I had on cd16 and that FF would think I Od that day (which I talked about last post). I also thought it would take one more temp to get crosshairs, but I guess not. I didn't temp yesterday because we went out the night before for my birthday so I didn't really want to wake up to a weird temp and still be confused. I was pretty happy when I plugged in todays temp and got crosshairs  : )

 

I'm feeling a little better about this cycle now because of that, so that's good. another week til AF should be here but I'm really hoping I get a BFP instead, or that a BFP isn't too much further behind. especially now that we're going to have a lot more time to go out with friends and I won't have excuses to avoid the prego 'friend' and it would be so much easier to be around her if I were also pregnant since wallowing in self pity and going home a crying mess sucks.

 

and now begins symptom spotting and hoping I get cramping in the next couple days since that's a dead giveaway for me... please please please please please can I just get pregnant this cycle?