so a couple months ago I finally go the call I'd been waiting for... one I'd been waiting for since before my marriage fell apart. the fertility clinic finally called with an appointment.
I want to go even for just myself so that I can get all the answers I possibly can about my own fertility so that I'm better informed for the future.
I'm just worried about them not taking me seriously because I'm a single person instead of part of a couple still waiting to finally conceive and get their THB : ( I have a friend going with me for moral support.
It will help kind of determine what direction I want to go in life and my dating future. If having a baby myself is going to be next to impossible, I'm not going to date someone who absolutely wants kids. I'd date someone who is okay with either possibility. if I'm told that I should count my lucky stars that I even got pregnant twice, then I'd date someone who doesn't care to have kids or is okay without them or who already has some but doesn't want anymore. it just helps me weed out who I would and wouldn't date. if I'm told that there's definitely a chance that I can carry a healthy baby to term, then I'd date someone who does want kids, because I definitely still want kids if its a possibility, at least for the next few years its a possibility anyway.... I'm not getting any younger... ugh.
anyway, so my appointment is in a month and i'll update how that goes.
